..new year na! happy new year!.. hay.. at this pointed time, im enjoying my stay here sa makati w/ my cousins. Last night we were in Ratsky, it was fun though. Tonight, we'll be goin to the mbassy. Finally, may nagagawa na rin ako. i'll be home i think sa pasukan na. hehe.. It's really great na may nagagawa ako so i can forget my problems easily.. that's it muna. HAPPY NEW YEAR..
I love you, GOODBYE!
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand
I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out I love you, goodbye
thinkin' of you at ... 9:47 PM
Even Now
when there's someone else who cares
when there's someone home who's waiting just for me
even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
and I wonder what to do so she won't see
that even now
when I know it wasn't right
and I found a better life than what we had
even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night
and I can't believe it still could hurt so bad
CHORUS:
even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
and how I wish you knew
even now
even now
when I never hear your name
and the world has changed so much since you been gone
even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
and the pain inside of me goes on and on
even now
even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
and God I wish you knew
some how
Even now
thinkin' of you at ... 9:55 PM
The art of Letting go =,(
Put away the pictures,
put away the memories
I go over and over through my tears
I've held them 'til I'm blind,
they kept my hope alive
as if somehow that might keep you here
won't you believe in a love forevermore
how do you leave it in a drawer
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that's holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I'm just learning,
learning the art of letting go
Try to say it's over, say the word good bye
but each time it catches in my throat
you're still here with me and i can't set you free
so I hold on to what i wanted most
maybe someday we'll be friends forevermore
wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that's holding on
how do I start to live my life alone
guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go
What can I say, what can I do
but try to make it through the pain
not one more day without you
Where do I start to live my life alone
I guess I'm learning, I'll be learning
learning the art of letting go
thinkin' of you at ... 4:43 PM
Softly, gently I will let you down
'Cause I don't love you In the same way now
I can hold you
But not with lover's arms
'Cause you are more of
A brother to me now
(Chorus)
'Cause I can lie next to you
But I can't lie to you
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting steep...
I loved you for
Exactly who you are
And I'd say we've come
The nearest yet by far
(Chorus)
'Cause I can lie next to you
But I can't lie to you
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting...
Steeper
From where the dark that's where I want to be
Steeper
From going somewhere you won't want to see
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
Yes, I will watch you
Walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain drops
For you, the future's easy, so don't weep
For me, it's getting steep...
thinkin' of you at ... 5:43 AM
..grabe! tambak na school work! hay.. exam kahapon, meron nanaman bukas, tapos sa susunod na araw.. hay... grabe, ngayon lang talaga ako nakapag-aral ng matino, hindi tulad nung high school pa ako, pa-easy-easy lang.. ngayon, medyo seryoso na. hehe. at dahil sa kaka-aral, mukha na akong kwago sa laki ng eyebugs ko! pero ayos lang, bahala na. hehe. nagkita nga pala kami ni Lei kanina, ayun, kuwentuhan nanaman. hay. nakaka-miss ang bakasyon. hehe. kakasimula palang ng klase, eh gusto ko na kaagad magbakasyon. anyways, good lak nalang!=p heheh. peace.. at ako'y mag-aaral pa pala..
thinkin' of you at ... 7:47 AM
..hay, hehe.. simula na ng klase 2 weeks na!!! hay.. ok naman.. hehe.. wala lang.. hirap ng accounting!~ hay pamatay.. math nanaman.. lagi na nga ako puyat! hehe, 2:00am na ang sleepin time ko.. hay... heheh.. aun.. puro aral.. pang-gabi pa naman ako kaya laging inaabutan ng ulan.. hehehe..aun. la me msbe..
thinkin' of you at ... 7:29 PM
hay.. first day ng klase! waahh.. kinakabahan kaya ako.. hehehe.. college na sa wakas.. pero ewan, hehe.. kakatakot.. sana may maging friends na kaagad ako sa UST.. hehehe.. mamayang 3pm pa nga pasok ko eh. haiz.. pang-gabi... anyways, ayos na din un kahit papaano.. atleats ndi tanghali.. hehe.. ayoko pa nga pumasok eh, gusto ko pa magbkasyon. hay. pero ganto talaga.. hehehe.. hay.. good luck..=p
thinkin' of you at ... 8:16 PM
joanna kristine t. barotilla
travelling
liar
xientian
` Likes.
taking pictures
movies with friends
` Hates.
insecure
insensitive
*May 2005
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